5 years of marriage. - I haven't had sex for 4 years and 8 months...my husband won't hold me. - It doesn't matter if she walks naked in front of her husband after taking a bath or wears sexy underwear. - Even if a husband wants a neat and elegant wife, he wants to be held in an obscene and vulgar manner at night! - I can't confide in my husband for fear of him hating me...Today, for the first time, I'm being held by someone other than my husband.