``I've always had a complex about being a virgin.'' Due to her shy personality and the fact that she doesn't like men, she has lived for 40 years without having a chance to meet a man. - I used to think that I would be fine with just being a woman without having any experience with men, but once I turned 40, my sexual desire, which had been repressed until then, suddenly began to emerge. - I really don't want to end up as a woman with this complex. - I want to gain some confidence in myself! - I want to eliminate this pent up sexual desire! - With that in mind, I decided to appear in an AV myself in order to graduate from virginity!